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chapter i. 
           I was on my way to return the books I borrowed for my thesis paper. Turning my way down a slightly darker part of the room, where the books about Civil Wars were kept. I tried to find the same book code that will help me determine where the books I’m holding should be. The librarians are very strict to the books’ code and I’m obliged to put it back to where I took it.

“900—“I looked up to see the numbers higher till I spotted it. 926-931.

I took a book from the pile that I held close to my chest by an arm. I tiptoed to reach 7th shelf where the book on my hand should be placed—curse the absence of ladder on this section—but it was too high for me. I rested for a few seconds as I decided to give it another shot. My eyes widen when the tip of the book reach the surface. Now I just need to push further.

I hand slipped against mine—actually passing mine for that matter—and the book was in place. I slowly rested on my heels before I saw a slender arm in my peripheral vision. I was torn between turning back or not. I preferred the last.

“Lee Jinki…” I froze when he mentioned my name, a strange baritone voice whispered, my head spun and I felt light headed but I tried to remain still.

“That’s not me.” I clumsily muttered a lie. I imagined myself banging my head on the bookshelf for thinking such lame things at that time. I would’ve done it right away if only I don’t feel an ominous aura from the stranger behind me.

I saw his arm beside my head leave then it clung around my waist making me shudder as it passed on my stomach. I wanted to scream but before I wondered doing it, I was facing the man and kissing him.

His eyes were shut and mine was all wide from shock. I felt paralyzed from the sensation which was very unnerving and the common reflex to push the other person away—anyone would thought of it—didn’t occur to me. I was fine feeling it and it scares me. I don’t know the guy and even if I do I wouldn’t know because the room suddenly looked darker when I first entered it.

My eyes were rested on him when he pulled away. I examined as much visible feature of him present in my line of view. He looked familiar but at the same time mysterious. He had his eyes pasted on me but I don’t know in what kind of way because his eyes were just dark orbs in the darkness.

I held my books closed to my chest and stepped backward only to hit the shelf behind me slightly. The sound something might drop occurred to me and I moved away to avoid it from happening only to get pinned down the nearby table on cue when I took a single step to the side. The books on my hand flew off on the side and I followed it till it hit the floor.

“Yah!” I grunted—I have to pay for the books if it was damage—angrily. My anxiety had finally left the building and I started to struggle under him. He was hovering above me and if I was seeing him his figure in the right way, he was definitely slimmer than me. He was just lengthier. I tried to move around and throw him on the side or make him fall backward but I froze when I felt that I can’t hurt him. I never hurt someone. I hesitated.

I loosened my grip over him and I saw his grin that revealed his porcelain teeth. I didn’t like it. I felt threatened by it. I quickly gripped him again thinking that I have to hurt someone at times—in my defense! But he looked like he senses my plan.

“A-ahh!” I felt his hand under my shirt and before I could further react my hands were instantly tied above me with my own shirt. I don’t know how he did it—in such position—but it prevented my hand to grip him now or do anything to him.

My face flushed from embarrassment and shame. I was half-bare in front of someone I don’t even know and it was a guy. I am straight! The last time I checked I was.

I never planned to go to an all boys’ school and I won’t go to it if my parents didn’t agree to make me study there. They said girls are distraction and they wanted me to concentrate on my studies. They also replied—when I told them I might get into bad peers and such—they knew I won’t be able to do such things because I was a good kid. They were right. I am a good kid. I’m even a responsive one.

I heard my self moaning as I felt him suck on my skin. My hand was on the back, his other hand firm on it. My thighs were on either of his side and his hips grind on it every now and then along with our aroused manhood.

I felt disgusted and I wanted to move away but also at the same time finding an appalled feeling of wanting to go on and ride the wave of sensation I fantasized on feeling for such a long time. Not being in any kind of relationship for my entire life must’ve caused my willingness to this. But it’s wrong.

I didn’t want to do this to someone. Not to this stranger. And also for the fact I know this was me getting desperate. I bit his lips that attempted to go in further as his tongue intended to play along with mine. I had to stop.

I finally had my strength to push him away; my hands tied didn’t make a difference. I was really stronger than him. I shuffled quickly away from that place. Luckily no one was at the hall as I rushed in, shirtless. I removed my shirt-cuffed hands and wore it afterwards. I was running aimlessly around the hall, letting my feet take me far away from the library. I turned to a corner, my anxiety was creeping back and my knees weakened causing me to fall flat on the floor. I tried to use my arms’ strength but it was useless as it was shaking from deep fear.

“Onew-hyung!” I heard a familiar voice from across the hallway. I looked north and saw two figures coming towards me. I assumed it was my cousin Taemin and my best friend Key.


I heard the school bell rang and it drilled inside my ear. I felt my head pulsate and before I really see those two up close, my vision turned instantly blank—my consciousness left me.


I Don't call this Prank 8D
And I was forever stalking my Tumblr--because I'm no blogger, no commenter spree user--in hopes I can get more updated to Shinee or OnHo(pictures and fanarts). Most people I follow there are of course ONHO shippers like moi. So yeah...I found this....

And I was staring at this in hope it would make sense. 1 minute later... OH it's Minho!

Slightly thought who's that guy behind him? (Still doesn't know who he is) 
Then spots that odd sticky note behind Minho. Stares at it and thought Onew but remembered his real name, Lee Jinki. Reads the character ''Yu". Checked google. ONEW=온유. Goes back to tumblr... stares at the GIF again. Stares more. Smiles. Smirks. Eyes dilates. Puts hand over mouth. Squeals. Giggle. Evolves as OnHo fangirl. Dies and went straight to heaven. 8D

Nah.. went here to post how I reacted and share OnHo stuffs to see if anyone minds LOL. Kidding just posting the inevitable. 

Credits to: Tumblr: frappuccinonew (I think)

Their Sweet Downfall (2/2) -edited-

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Just when you thought, their backs are hot.

TADA~~~Fire power

Minho's face LOL
EPIC ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

credits to: Unspokenly Silent (tumblr)

His Sweet Downfall (1/2) -edited-

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And this made me so happy, I forgot everything I should be doing. 
Credits to: ryukilla (and her awesome commnunity minewaday)

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Love and Pretend (Part 2)
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part 1


TV Pia Magazine (interview OnHo)
<Onew’s Interview>
- What made you start this work? I was headhunted when I was attending SM Academy because I liked singing. - What Japanese word did you memorize recently and what did you like most? Mayuge (eye brows) / Sakura (Cherry blossoms)
- What animation do you like? One Piece
- What are you concentrating on recently? Listening to music. I listen to different genres of music.
- What made you laugh most recently? When I had a trip with friends.
- Which song would you recommend to those who got to know SHINee just now? Of course, Replay!!!!

- Message We have had lots of experiences for three years since our debut  in Korea. I think our range in performing on stage and recording songs  has widened through those experiences.  We are debuting in Japan, so I’d  like to have many opportunities to communicate with Japanese fans based  on our experiences.

<Minho’s Interview>
- What made you start this work? I had dreamed of it for a long time, but it started when I was headhunted on streets when I was in middle school.
- What Japanese word did you memorize recently and what did you like most? Tenshi (angel) / Tensai (genius)
- Which animation do you like? One Piece
- What are you concentrating on recently? Soccer game and watching Japanese drama
- What made you laugh most recently? When Taemin interpreted T.G.I Friday’s as “Today’s Great Item”!
- Which song would you recommend to those who got to know SHINee just now? Hit Me on our 2nd mini album Romeo

- Message 
DBSK sunbaes have given us advice since our Japan debut has been  set: Changmin hyung about the difference between Korean and Japanese  culture, and Yoonho hyung about how to attract the audience’s attention  on stage. I hope we can do as well as DBSK sunbaes. I wish we could do a  concert in Tokyo Dome.

<Random thought: MinewDen> One piece ei~ now you know who are the television buddies in Shinee beside the already proven game buddies-- flails~ Source: http://shineeshawols.wordpress.com/

Love and Pretend (Part 1)


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